Instead of hollering 4 the rain, I'm calling 4 the weekend. Who doesn't, right? I wanna get Usher's new cd, Confessions. That cd will be booming in my cd player. I'm in love with his single, Burn. He has such an awesome voice. I'm not going gaga over him though like my friend, Stacy is. Geez... What movie is playing this weekend? Caz I wanna catch a movie with my Sis. She's feeling bad too 4 my Nyangi's sudden death. Just feel like cheering her up a lil'; being a good Sis 2 her. However, I ain't watching no Confessions of the Teenage Drama Queen. It's horrible, hearing from critics & seeing the actress. This time, I wanna scoop in something rated PG- 13. Don't wanna end up like two weeks ago when we watched Dawn of the Dead 2gether. It was bloody & hideous.

I'm actually looking 4ward 2 Spring Break. I know I'm gonna stay here in L.A. I want 2 recollect Vegas memory in my brain when I was younger. Or visit New York. It has always been my dream 2 visit that city. Caz I'ma city slicker. Haha! Devin invited me 2 Six Flags over the Spring Break 2 celebrate his 15th birthday. I thought of going with my Sis & introduce the both of them. He's a cool person but sometimes he gets annoying. I don't know, ler... Depending on my mood. My mood ring can change everything in me. Only the best people know that I have attitude.

I wanna watch some reality show now. I kinda like Playing It Straight reality drama. Makes me laugh... Talk 2 y'all laythurr...

It's been such a long time. It's about time I updated my blog, you think. This post is gonna be brief, 'kiez? Caz I'm fatigue, lazy & waiting 4 Melly 2 help revamp my entire blog. Melly is scheduled 2 finish the codes & design 2 my layout by this Thursday. I can't wait 2 see the results. Once it's up & ready, it will be all exciting again. She is such a life saviour. I haven't been updating in such a long- ass time due 2 the load of school work plus I need 2 prepare 4 my upcoming SATs in May. Boy am I stressed. I think that over this time period, I've grown 2 be independent & mature. I've learned the true aspect of life & no longer take things 4 granted. I'm growing older & so is my mentality. Chasing after hotties who has no clue of their future stand is like so passe. It's time 2 get hotties with the brains. Speaking of coming- of- age stage, I'd just received a touching speech from my best friend, Ili. She told me about her camp & what she's learned. I never knew she could be so spiritual & thankful 4 what she's given. She was always one who wants 2 have fun. Ironic how people change within months, some tend 2 get even worse & amazingly some who seek reality truth.

My Sis had received an email from my Pa. He said that our Grandma just passed away last Monday. Upon hearing that, I broke into tears. Although I haven't seen her in 5 years or so, she is always in our thoughts & prayers. I love her. Full of regrets that can't be turned back in the hands of time. I wished I visited her. I wished I've done my duty as a granddaughter. I will make a promise 2 visit her body when I go back.

This post is really poignant. I have never put up a post that came deep down from my heart. Whenever I am semi- depressed, I consult my journal 2 write my thoughts on paper. Never had I expect myself 2 open up 2 the public. Look back at all my posts. It's all about the happy side of me. If one side is unhappy, the other side is happy. There's no way you can feel a part of you. Think back & relate 2 this matter. Appreciate what you have caz you never know what can happen 2 that special someone 2day or the day after.

Hey, y'all! How has your day been? Mine has been banging. It's so darn long since I laugh with tears of joy. Goodness... You should hear the way I laughed. You don't hear this every day, not that I'm the serious type. I always smile, like all the time but me crack up enormously? You've got 2 be kidding me... School's kewl only 4 the day. Haha... A slight change of attitude 2wards school. In Geometry class, we had a test of Circles. What are you guys thinking, ar? I'm not talking about boobies, ler... Like real measurements of triangle in a circle. My mind was completely blank. Hmm... Maybe due 2 Shaun's present & not 4getting Stacy. God... Those two... Make me laugh even more. At Ceramics, I built a Chinese opera mask using clay. I wanna make it perfect this time unlike my first clay attempts. It turned out really retarded piece of junk. Feel like selling them 2 karang guni [Collector Person.] U.S. History is so- so. Not much 2 say. That's the culmination of my day.

Oh yah... Yesterday, me went 2 Style Express shop with my Mom & Elidse. This white bald- headed guy kept staring at us. I was blabbing 2 my Mom about some stuff that I didn't notice that dude. My Mom went, "Look at that guy. He's eyeing on you. Watch... He's gonna approach us & ask 4 your no. I will tell him I'm yer Mama." I turned around & caught him walking backwards. I had a better view of him. Although he's bald- headed, he is cute, kinda babyish. Since when do I have this thang 4 bald- headed dude? *Blushes* We saw him again on our way out of the store. He was smiling. It's a pity a chance was thrown away.

My website is all thrashy now. I'm currently planning my ideal blog. Melly's gonna help me. How nice of her! She's my web guru. It will probably be up all flashy & classy next week. Then your asses are gonna drool... LoL! Gotta start on my research. Be Good, yall...

Well , oh well... It's been two weeks since I laid my hands on the computer. What a record 4 me especially not talking 2 my Homies 4 so darn long. Wow... I've been taking ages 2 update my blog. Reason being: Assignments & Tests have been pretty hectic 4 me, not 2 mention my catch- up work. Shit... I'm having a hard time 2 type. Daddy changed the keyboard. It's all complex now. Bloody hell... I need 2 adapt 2 this crap.

Nothing really is up with me. Jux had a quick birthday celebration 4 my Mom. Age is speeding up with her but she'll always look young. Wonder where she's gotten those miracle pills. Last night, she & Daddy went out 2 watch 'Passion of the Christ.' I so wanna watch that film. I heard it's violent & you'll cry 2wards the end. I know I would. I'm emotional 2 torture & pain.

Boi... Was I shacked 2dey. Slept most of Geometry class. Who pharking cares? I'm getting sick of school. I WANNA GET A JOB! Earn some extra bucks 4 myself will satisfy my needs. My shopping list is increasing. Oh yah... This morning, my ex- crush (No longer fancing him) approached me & said, 'Hi.' My blood literally clogged at that time. I was touching up my face. At lunch, Melly told me something that made my temperature level rise up. I really wanna help her as much as I can be4 I take my leave & I really want her 2 be happy as she's my good friend. Honestly, what's the true definition of friend? I'm curious myself although I have great & wonderful friends. I mean... Aren't friends, long- time friends supposed 2 invite you out? Not using you 4 something they want... I don't call anyone good friends of mine when they plan something & leave you out intentionally multiple times. And when something crops up & the whole crap's cancelled, they, well at least one of them asks you if you are free 2morrow. WTFF??? Whateva... They better change & accept their friend or else... they'll be sorry 4 good...

Gottah rush outt... Haf a pleasant weekend...

P.S. I'm getting better with this keyboard. LoL!