I talked 2 my Pa on the phone the other day. He sounded extremely cheerful & excited. As much as I miss him, I know deep down that no matter where we are & what we do, all four of us are connected like four pendants linking on the necklace that spell L-O-V-E. We talked mostly about my future. He mentioned it depends entirely on me & whatever I decide 2 do, he will support me. That's the kind of reaction I hope 2 get from both of my parents. I asked him how raisin' Shazia had been. He's grown fatigue over the months due 2 his age. He will be gettin' a maid soon. I told him that Nenek, Atok, Auntie Ina & Mohd are comin' this June [Btw, I'm lookin' 4ward 2 it. Been waitin' this long!] Me & my Mom are the planners. Mom made numerous complaints on me. I didn't think it was necessary & that serious. She said that I don't confide 2 her whenever I'm feelin' melancholy or rowdy, havin' the tendency 2 write in my journal & writin' poems. Pa backed up on me sayin' that is the way I express my feelings.

2 me, not everythin' can be said. There's a limit 2 that, even when it comes 2 the noise level. My Pa is so understandin' & supportive. He knows I'll be turnin' seventeen in two months & he's already treatin' me as an adult. Wonder if they have a shirt that says, "Parent's Angel" or "Mom & Pa's Winner." I'm such a lucky girl. Though I believe that family values are most fundamental & treasure in a child's life, I think some things are meant 2 be this way & all that really matters is the ongoing communication within a family.

I was accompanied with my Sis 2 the movies at the Bridge to see Troy last Saturday. It was a last minute thought. Mom bought the tickets & left. As we headed 2 the theater, Bertha & her friends roamed out. I didn't expect 2 see her there though she told me. She was in amidst of crying due 2 the outcome of the movie. I thought I would cry too but it turned out I wasn't at all affected by it. Occasionally, I am overly emotional. The movie lasted 4 two hours & forty minutes. My butt eventually got numb. Butt & Needle?

I reached home in the nick of time 2 see the elimination of the Spurs. It wasn't competitive as I thought it would be. Scoring on both teams were bad. Tony Parker missed a bunch of three- pointer shots while Tim Duncan led the most points. Shaq scored amazing free throws that day. It's a shame the Spurs were defeated & were sent home. They are a strong team & they are capable in making an easy comeback with the strengths & the efforts of the young players. However this year, the Lakers are definitely dominant & reclaiming their well- earned trophy & title!

I'd received a mail from my 'Prince' after so long. Wanna guess who that speshull person is??? It's AZMAN. He's the sweetest thing that happened 2 my life after I came here. I owe everything 2 him. Mezh him so very much... He even composed a Pantun 4 me though it took ages 4 me 2 understand his simple poem, Here goes it: [P.S. I'm having sucha hard time typing it.}

Sepucuk surat yang telah diberi
Yang sering dinanti- nanti
Siap dihiasi kata- kata bijak bistari
Yang datang ikhlas dari hati

Kawan baru kawan lama
Namun dirimu ku pikir sentiasa
Hendak kesana
Entah dimana

Ingin ku bertemu dengan si dia
Seorang insan suci dan mulia
Ada soalan ingin ku tanya
Apa khabar saudari disana?

Kanjat kerana gembira dikata gila
Orang geletek tak boleh ketawa
Hidup bersama ibu bapa
Apa khabar mereka?

Saya tinggal di daerah Jurong
Macam katak di bawa terpurung
Awak pula di negeri asing
Buat hati ini pusing cam pusing

Terpikir tentang perhubungan kita
Yang jauh dari pandangan mata
Nak ku kata tapi ku malu
Hatiku rindu padamu

Ku terasa sesuatu di dalam hati
Entah ape ku tak mengetahui
Perasaan yang sangat luar biasa
Apa lagi hendak ku kata.

I know I haven't been updatin' 4 weeks. Trust me... It seems lyke months 2 mie. Pardon me 4 dat. It's all due 2 protectin' tha Sasser virus frm enterin' our comp. I'm still not allowed 2 go online but as usual, I'm being super sneaky. I would lurve 2 recap my lyfe 4 tha past weeks but it's a pity, it all died down. Yesterday I went shoppin' wif my Mom afthurr skewl. I enjoy spendin' wif her caz she haz tha best taste & she respects my clothin' preference. It doesn't matter 2 her if it's too revealin' which is great, modernize... I ended up spendin' all my money dat Auntie Lin gaf mie. Bought myself a pair of shades, a green fishnet top, white jeans & sum sexy undergarments. Hahakx! I treat Mom 2 a black top. Boi... She looks gorgeous in it. I admire her bod so much. Wish I culd haf dat but it takes extra werk & workouts. She is buff. As we were walkin' home, we bumped in2 her fwen', Tru... He kinda kute... Naw... Too old 4 mie... Oh my God... One more thin', I saw Riey yesterday... He literally blocked my way... Gosh... He's so freakin' hott... Feel lyke writin' a note 2 him lyke Stacy did 2day 2 tiz guy. Dunnoe... I'm nott desperate at all...

Suspenseful came in tha evenin' wen I watch tha Laker's game. Made my heart go boom boom... Culd barely breathe in tha last minute against tha Spurs. Wen Tim Duncan [I tink he's so adorable!} scored, tears welled up my eyes. Lakers haf played so damn hard in tha game. Dey so can't afford 2 lose. Den... in .4 sec, FISHER took a shot & he scored. Miraculous shots. I screamed at tha top of my lungs! So did tha rest of my neighborhood. Lakers defeated tha Spurs by a one- point lead. Still can't gett ova dat game.

HEY... TROY COMES OUTT 2DAY... YOU GUYZ HAFTAH WATCH MY HUBBY ACT... DAT SEXY DUDE... Haf a great weekend ahead of you... Hope I gett 2 blog more often... Lurve y'all...